I am a medical doctor, a father, and a recovering drug addict. In July, 2002 my world and my place within it changed irrevocably. The Texas State Board of Medical Examiners suspended my medical license because I was deemed a danger to society. Over the last four years I have hit rock bottom and am now trying to find my way out of this hole that I have dug. I hope through posting these thoughts and feelings I will be able to help others avoid the pitfalls I encountered and provide a helping hand up to those on the way down.

Phil